One day closer

It is one day closer to me going back to work

I am dreading it

I don't want to leave my baby. I don't remember it being this hard to leave the boys when I went to work.

Maybe it is because I know it is about 99% sure that Emmy is my last baby.

I don't want to miss anything. I love rocking her to sleep at night... Watching her stare at me as her eyes get heavier and she slowly drifts off to baby-dream land.

If there was anyway I could just quit and stay home I would.

OH. Plus - with Hunter being in school full time this year & the way our custody schedule is...

I'm only going to see him mornings before school & 2 nights a week every other week.

Depressing. He had better come visit me at work. A LOT.